Rescheduled and Restless

I no longer feel as calm about this operation as I had been previously. The whole "spanner in the works" threw me off guard. I'm trying to remind myself of the process I went through to reach the state of being calm about it all before it got delayed. I have 6 days to get back to that place. Challenge accepted!

Retail therapy really doesn't work in such circumstances but I've been talking about it a lot with friends and that works pretty well for me. Even if they have no "advice" to offer a listening ear is good. I haven't cried, I am a bit restless at night but still sleeping, that's a good thing. Having this week off, whilst it was unexpected and at first not wanted, has been good in some respects. I've had the chance to get back to good health after last week's cold, relax, do a few chores and see friends that I had not had the chance to catch up with last week. I'm very grateful that my boss still allowed me to have the week off. I'm blessed where I work.

Happy song, happy places. I've thought about what my reaction would be if I was ever at a Sigur Ros concert. If they were to play this song I would be jumping and twirling around but at the same time a bit frustrated because I couldn't sing along (correctly)! For now this song make me feel alright, one of the beauties of not understanding the lyrics I suppose.