Claustrophobic

I finished work for the term yesterday. Usually one would be excited! This was not my reaction. I spent yesterday, planning, organizing resources and assessing pieces of work so that everything was prepared for the relief teacher, who started today. When I left it felt weird, I was handing over everything, including my MacBook and key, to someone I don't know. I had a few thoughts go through my head! "What if she screws everything up and I come back to a complete disaster?" but the one that I'm kind of worried about the most is "will they like her more and when I go back here them complain about missing her?", now that's really self conscious but I've spent the last 2 years (almost) building relationships with these students so I hope you can see where I'm coming from. So usually when I don't have to work I would easily sleep in but i was awake at 7:30 this morning and was thinking about the year 1s.

Moving on! Last hour I received 3 phone calls from the hospital in the space of 10 minutes. Two at the same time, meaning that when I hung up from 1, there was voicemail for me. I was confused and so were they because the communication between departments is obviously not Flinders strong point. It turns out I just have to have ANOTHER MRI before surgery! This scares me, yes I'm talking about the MRI. To make things worse I have a cold (a risk you face when you work with children who don't understand basic hygiene practices)! I don't feel terrible, but it could postpone surgery. I told the Dr that rang me and he said they'll decide Monday whether or not to postpone the surgery. I just want this over and done with so all I can really say right now is 'go away cold, you're making this worse'. 

I could write more but because I no longer have the MacBook to use I'm not enjoying typing up this blog on the iPod.

Well time to rest up now! I'm going to The Gov tonight because live music makes me happy.

Schönes Wochenende x